12.25.2020

sea and night are those eyes of yours

Farewell, but you will be 
with me, you will go within 
a drop of blood circulating in my veins 
or outside, a kiss that burns my face 
or a belt of fire at my waist
My sweet, accept 
the great love that came out of my life 
and that in you found no territory 
like the explorer lost 
in the isles of bread and honey. 
I found you after 
the storm, 
the rain washed the air 
and in the water 
your sweet feet gleamed like fishes. 

Adored one, I am off to my fighting. 

I shall scratch the earth to make you a cave 
and there your Captain 
will wait for you with flowers in the bed. 
Think no more, my sweet, 
about the anguish 
that went on between us 
like a bolt of phosphorous 
leaving us perhaps its burning. 
Peace arrived too because I return 
to my land to fight, 
and as I have a whole heart 
with the share of blood that you gave me 
forever, 
and as 
I have 
my hands filled with your naked being, 
look at me, 
look at me, 
look at me across the sea, for I go radiant, 
look at me across the night through which I sail, 
and sea and night are those eyes of yours. 
I have not left you when I go away. 
Now I am going to tell you: 
my land will be yours, 
I am going to conquer it, 
not just to give it to you, 
but for everyone, 
for all my people. 
The thief will come out of his tower some day. 
And the invader will be expelled. 
All the fruits of life 
will grow in my hands 
accustomed once to powder. 
And I shall know how to touch the new flowers gently 
because you taught me tenderness. 
My sweet, adored one, 
you will come with me to fight face to face 
because your kisses live in my heart 
like red banners, 
and if I fall, not only 
will earth cover me 
but also this great love that you brought me 
and that lived circulating in my blood. 
You will come with me, 
at that hour I wait for you, 
at that hour and at every hour, 
at every hour I wait for you. 
And when the sadness that I hate comes 
to knock at your door, 
tell her that I am waiting for you 
and when loneliness wants you to change 
the ring in which my name is written, 
tell loneliness to talk with me, 
that I had to go away 
because I am a soldier, 
and that there where I am, 
under rain or under 
fire, 
my love, I wait for you. 
I wait for you in the harshest desert 
and next to the flowering lemon tree, 
in every place where there is life, 
where spring is being born, 
my love, I wait for you. 
When they tell you: "That man 
does not love you," remember 
that my feet are alone in that night, and they seek 
the sweet and tiny feet that I adore. 
Love, when they tell you 
that I have forgotten you, and even when 
it is I who say it, 
when I say it to you, 
do not believe me, 
who could and how could anyone 
cut you from my heart 
and who would receive 
my blood 
when I went bleeding toward you? 
But still I can not 
forget my people. 
I am going to fight in each street, 
behind each stone. 
Your love also helps me: 
it is a closed flower 
that constantly fills me with its aroma 
and that opens suddenly 
within me like a great star. 

My love, it is night. 

The black water, the sleeping 
world surround me. 
Soon dawn will come, 
and meanwhile I write you 
to tell you: "I love you." 
To tell you "I love you," care for, 
clean, lift up, 
defend 
our love, my darling. 
I leave it with you as if I left 
a handful of earth with seeds. 
From our love lives will be born. 
In our love they will drink water. 
Perhaps a day will come 
when a man 
and a woman, like 
us, 
will touch this love and it will still have the strength 
to burn the hands that touch it. 
Who were we? What does it matter? 
They will touch this fire 
and the fire,
my sweet, will say your simple name 
and mine, the name 
that only you knew, because you alone 
upon earth know 
who I am, and because nobody knew me like one, 
like just one hand of yours, 
because nobody 
knew how or when 
my heart was burning: 
only 
your great dark eyes knew, 
your wide mouth, 
your skin, your breasts, 
your belly, your insides, 
and your soul that I awoke 
so that it would go on 
singing until the end of life. 
 
Love, I am waiting for you. 
Farewell, love, I am waiting for you. 
Love, love, I am waiting for you. 

And so this letter ends 
with no sadness: 
my feet are firm upon the earth, 
my hand writes this letter on the road, 
and in the midst of life I shall be 
always 
beside the friend, facing the enemy, 
with your name on my mouth 
and a kiss that never 
broke away from yours. 
 

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