10.22.2021

I want the whole loaf toasted

But even with my mouth on your thigh 
I want my mouth on your thigh. 
At the center bite of bread I want the whole loaf 
toasted, and an orange. On a sunny day 
I want more sun, more skin for weather. 
I'm in Seattle wishing for Seattle,
for this walk along the water, for her hand while I hold it:
I want to tie my wrist to a red balloon.
I'm counting my tips.
I'm counting the tips I could have made.
I want the television on, the television off.
In the ocean, I want to float an inch above it
and when my father finally held me
like a stripe of seaweed over his wet arm,
I was kicking to get away, wishing he'd hold me
like he held me when I was kicking away. Listen to me.
I want to leave when I'm walking out the door.

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