10.20.2021

I want to see you again to know I was not dreaming

 How does the air 
come to pulse 
like a muscle 

 As if your scent 
lingers 
before your arrival 

 How does the night 
come to press 
and smother 

 As if a fresh wound 
must accompany 
a revelation 

 Church bells ring 
over a dark street 
to fracture glass 

 Or was it a childhood 
memory evoking 
how light becomes distant 

 A fine, silvery mist 
descends 
on a wall, a city 

 You reach me 
by penetrating past 
a train's smoke and whistle 

 Damp hair clings 
to the nape 
of your neck 

 How can the cause 
for an absence 
lose relevance 

 How many stories 
do we deny 
to obviate recitation 

 How do we pretend 
no boats mutter 
along the salted, wet dock 

 How did I give up 
your child 
for an imagined affair 

 A pine forest 
breathes for me 
behind an empty house 

 He looked happy 
before meeting 
a burglar's intimacy 

 You can reach me 
by noticing how trees 
shiver by the edge of a road 

 How a sun 
flattens the water 
of a gray canal 

 How does release 
from what you love 
become "unequivocal freedom" 

 Sunglasses hang 
against her breastbone 
from a silver chain 

 No limits surround 
the purple sheen 
to Montenegro lilies 

 Afterwards 
why do you never 
hold me 

 How do I find 
the necessary vein 
I must mine 

 ii 

 How does one see 
significance 
in brackets studding a wall 

 Or be claimed 
through a stranger's 
tattoo 

 "I want to see you 
again to know 
I was not dreaming" 

 A church, a girl, a cloud, 
a fragmented tune—of what 
are they coordinates 

 Children cluster 
within a tree's branches 
like birds, fruit, pollen 

 A shirt cuff 
so white 
it forms an independent image 

 It has never been 
my desire for men 
to take second place 

 I always wake 
before the alarm clock 
begins to irradiate 

 A man weeps tonight 
with the father 
of a schizophrenic son 

 How does one offend 
by innocently asking 
"Are you happy?" 

 In Zanzibar 
fruit bats 
fragment a room's dimness 

 Upon meeting, you 
knew to suggest 
"Alchemy needs your silence" 

 Wildflowers override 
the trenches 
of a battlefield 

 There are days when 
the world's kindness 
forgives pastis imbibed at zinc bars 

 A man blows a saxophone 
until the moon 
turns to butter 

 To approximate immortality 
through the art 
of doing nothing 

 Burying stories 
I cannot reveal 
within those I can 

 Her hair offers 
the scent of firecrackers 
reaching for the Milky Way 

 "Put it in 
me now," 
she whispers 

 When he wants 
to protect me 
he holds my wrist 

 The air pulses 
like a muscle 
attentive and fraught 
 

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