7.08.2022

sifting through the heaps

This is the year of sorting, 
of throwing out, of giving back, 
of sifting through the heaps, the piles, 
the drifts, the dunes, the sediments, 
 
or less poetically, the shelves, the trunks, 
the closets, boxes, corners 
in the cellar, nooks and cupboards– 
 
the junk, in other words, 
that’s blown in here, or else been saved, 
or else has eddied, or been thrown 
my way by unseen waves. 
 
For instance: two thick layers 
of blank glass jars that once held jam 
we made in those evaporated 
summers; a frugal slew 
of plastic bags; a cracked maroon umbrella 
so prized when new; 
 
a chocolate box with crayon ends 
stored up for phantom children; 
shoes with the grimy marks 
of toes that were once mine. 
Photos of boys whose names are lost 
(posing so jauntily in front of chrome– 
trimmed cars), many of them 
dead now, the others old– 
 
everything speckled and faded, jumbled 
together like– let’s say– this bowl 
of miscellaneous pebbles gathered 
time after time on beaches now 
eroded or misplaced, but scooped up then 
and fingered for their beauty, 
and pocketed, space-time crystals 
lifted from once indelible days. 
 
[Margaret Atwood {1939- } 'Year of the Hen', from The Door]

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