4.01.2023

it was for you I meant to do these things, for you

Here we go again, 
up the narrow stair 
of fall, and I'm full of nerve, 
 
have to have you, I'm looking for you 
everywhere. It's true 
I like men too much, and when 
 
I see one in the street 
I used to know—starting to be 
bald, in a raincoat eight years old, 
 
worry a lit fish swimming across 
his face—I could nearly wrap myself 
around him, I'm all too ready. . . .
 
But I'm sorry! It was for you 
I meant to do these things, for you 
to unbutton my blouse without a care—
 
Not so difficult, now the sun is tart, 
the river the very color of cold, 
November on her way to winter. 
 

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