1.04.2025

it's never been like that between us

Lately I can't help wanting us 
to be like other people. 
For example, if I were a smoker, 
 
you'd lift a match to the cigarette 
just as I put it between my lips. 
It's never been like that 
 
between us: none of that 
easy chemistry, no quick, half automatic 
flares. Everything between us 
 
had to be learned. 
Saturday finds me brooding 
behind my book, all my fantasies 
 
of seduction run up 
against the rocks. 
Tell me again 
 
why you don't like 
sex in the afternoon? 
No, don't tell me— 
 
I'll never understand you, 
never understand us, America's strangest 
loving couple: they never 
 
drink a bottle of wine together, 
and rarely look at each other. 
Into each other's eyes, I mean. 
 
It's true: never across the dinner table 
does he give her that look, 
the stock-in-trade of husbands 
 
everywhere, the one that says 
he wants to go home to bed. 
And when they get there— 
 
when I get you in my arms 
I turn my face 
to the side so as not 
 
to catch you out, you 
always the last to know 
about your own passion. 
 
[Deborah Garrison {1965- } 'On the Road to Getting You', from A Working Girl Can’t Win]

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