This has been a Hell of a week. We're part-way (one-eighth) through a [bleeping] ridiculous project at work. It is not without purpose, but is still requiring an enormous amount of effort for not a whole lot of payoff on my end. Add to that the flak that I've taken nonstop since it began, and I'm exceedingly ready for the weekend to arrive. The worst of it? Tiny cuts on my hands from hard plastic.
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I'm back in contact with a couple of people from whom I've not heard in quite a while, with whom I thought I'd lost touch completely. Though it is good to know that I'm not forgotten, there's a lot of pressure to behave in certain ways with these people; to be someone other than I really am. I seem to repeatedly end up questioning myself and my motives when I've been in contact with them. Who is the real me? How do I really know? What does real even mean?
Maybe I just need more sleep, or a couple of days off.
[the title quotation is by Kurt Vonnegut, from A Man Without a Country, and reads in its entirety: “Here is a lesson in creative writing. First rule: Do not use semicolons. They are transvestite hermaphrodites representing absolutely nothing. All they do is show you've been to college.”]
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