10.14.2020

i'm holding your hand so you can't harm a thing that i pity

when you fuck me and i don't 
like it, is that violence, you keep 
goring my form in pursuit 
of an end i have hidden from
even myself, no words are safe—
i have such illusions about S&M
and what pain is not.
when you fuck me and i think
[brutal] is the best word for this 
winter, is that normal. i'm not
there under your nails because
you chew them out of habit.
i'm holding your hand so you
can't harm a thing that i pity.
the pinkness of the skin
around the nail is an omen.
brutal is the winter and some days
a bird migration may as well be
any unkindness of ravens, is it
generous to think i'm as malignant
as a sinkhole. is it violent,
hoping we don't think alike at all.
it could kill us, what we don't
know but are staring to glimpse

[Justin Phillip Reed 'Any Unkindness', from Indecency]

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