10.09.2020

why do we keep pestering them? Why do we insist they love us?

Go to the mouth of a cave, 
dig a trench, slit the throat 
of an animal, pour out the blood. 

Or sit in a chair 
with others, at a round table 
in a darkened room. 
Close your eyes, hold hands. 

These techniques might be called 
the heroic and the mezzotint. 
We aren't sure we believe in either, 

or in the dead, when they do appear, 
smelling like damp hair, 
flickering like faulty toasters, 
rustling their tissue paper 
faces, their sibilants, their fissures, 
trailing their fraudulent gauze. 

Their voices are dry as lentils 
falling into a glass jar. 
Why ca't they speak up clearly 
instead of mumbling about keys and numbers, 
and stairs, they mention stairs . . . 

Why do we keep pestering them? 
Why do we insist they love us? 
What did we want to ask them 
anyway? Nothing they wish to tell. 

Or stand by a well or pool
and drop in a pebble.
The sound you hear is the question
you should have asked.

Also the answer.

[Margaret Atwood {1939- } 'Questioning the Dead', from The Door]

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