4.25.2021

where is the fearful beast who runs the show and longs for kisses?

Another ice palace. Another demi- 
paradise where all desires 
are named and thus created, 
and then almost satisfied. Hotel 
might be an accurate label. 
 
Not made of glass and marzipan 
and steel, and jewel-toned water, 
and opal gelatin that glows 
like phosphorescent deep-sea fish, as 
you might think at first. But no, 
 
it’s only dreams, it’s only 
clouds of breath formed into 
words: the heavenly bed, the all- 
you-can-eat breakfast. Invisible hands 
bring food, smooth down 
 
the sheets, turn on the lights, 
cause violins to lullaby 
the sugared air, clean out the wad of hair 
you left in the porcelain shower, 
and place a rose on your pillow 
 
when you’re not there. Where 
is the fearful beast who runs the show 
and longs for kisses? 
Where are the bodies that were once 
attached to all those hands? 
 
Backstage it’s always carnage. 
Red petals on the floor. 
You hope they’re petals. Don’t unlock 
the one forbidden door, 
the one inscribed 
 
Staff Only. Do not look 
in the last and smallest room, oh 
dearest, do not look. 
 
[Margaret Atwood {1939- } 'Ice Palace', from The Door

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