5.07.2021

you were wings then beating in me and we were young and everything was that one afternoon of sun on the skin

There was that fox, do you remember, rambling across the field
because we were nothing to it and it didn't fear us. Then the moon
and the rain and the moon and the rain. I've written all this before. 
Or meant to.. Or told the parts the censors left after their thick black
pens. The women here line up each morning with something like hope
on their faces but we must say no. And who am I but a little bit fat 
official? You would say differently who love me in spite. Do you have
enough wood? Are you keeping warm? I don't know when the world
will resume the shape it held up to us to believe in. Soon I fear we
won't remember what we want—some butter, hot water, a little wine.
Somewhere there is a story, in the long days, in these words, but only
the old can understand it, even as I write from middle age I can't see 
the denouement though I hope we will be warm then, and happy. Ah,
but I started to tell you, I found wild strawberries last night on my 
evening stroll and a certain afternoon returned to me as I bit that
sweetness. And somewhere an owl called out and you were wings
then beating in me and we were young and everything was that one
afternoon of sun on the skin and sweet fruit in the mouth, everything
surged in, even from this cold place, even when I think I may have
forgotten your voice.
 
[Cullen Bailey Burns, 'Letter after the Revolution', from Slip: Poems]

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