1.15.2022

he looks and aches not only for her touch but for the secret that her presence brings

.. and watching her undress across the room, 
oblivious of him, watching as her slip 
falls soundlessly and disappears in shadow, 
and the dim lamplight makes her curving frame 
seem momentarily both luminous 
and insubstantial -like the shadow of a cloud 
drifting across a hillside far away. 
 
Watching her turn away, this slender ghost, 
this silhouette of mystery, his wife, 
walk naked to her bath, the room around her 
so long familiar that it is, like him, 
invisible to her, he sees himself 
suspended in the branches by the window, 
entering this strange bedroom with his eyes. 
 
Seen from the darkness, even the walls glow—
a golden woman lights the amber air. 
He looks and aches not only for her touch 
but for the secret that her presence brings. 
She is the moonlight, sovereign and detached. 
He is a shadow flattened on the pavement, 
the one whom locks and windows keep away. 
 
But what he watches here is his own life. 
He is the missing man, the loyal husband, 
sitting in the room he craves to enter, 
surrounded by the flesh and furniture of home. 
He notices a cat curled on the bed. 
He hears a woman singing in the shower. 
The branches shake their dry leaves like alarms. 
 

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