The time of birds died sometime between
When Robert Kennedy, Jr., disappeared and the Berlin
Wall came down. Hope was pro forma then.
We'd begun to talk about shelf-life. Parents
Thought they'd gotten somewhere. I can't tell you
What to make of this now without also saying that when
I was 19 and read in a poem that the pure products of America go crazy
I felt betrayed. My father told me not to whistle because I
Was a girl. He gave me my first knife and said to keep it in my right
Hand and to keep my right hand in my right pocket when I walked at night.
He showed me the proper kind of fist and the sweet spot on the jaw
To leverage my shorter height and upper-cut someone down
There were probably birds on the long walk home but I don't
Remember them because pastoral is not meant for someone
With a fist in each pocket waiting for a reason.
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