4.26.2023

it is not now possible, at times, to win except by falling

Neither the heart cut by a sliver of glass 
in a wasteland of thorns, 
nor the atrocious waters seen in the corners 
of certain houses, waters like eyelids and eyes, 
could hold your waist in my hands 
when my heart lifts its oak trees 
toward your unbreakable thread of snow. 
 
Night sugar, spirit 
of crowns, 
                redeemed 
human blood, your kisses 
banish me, 
and a surge of water with remnants of the sea 
strikes the silences that wait for you 
surrounding the worn-out chairs, wearing doors away. 
 
Nights with clear axis, 
departure, matter, uniquely 
voice, uniquely 
naked each day. 
Upon your breasts of still current, 
upon your legs of harshness and water, 
upon the permanence and pride 
of your naked hair, 
I want to lie, my love, the tears now cast 
into the raucous basket where they gather, 
I want to lie, my love, alone with a syllable 
of destroyed silver, alone with a tip      
of your snowy breast. 
 
It is not now possible, at times, 
to win except by falling, 
it is not now possible, between two people, 
to tremble, to touch the river's flower: 
man fibers come like needles, 
transactions, fragments, 
families of repulsive coral, tempests 
and hard passages through carpets 
of winter. 
 
Between lips and lips there are cities 
of great ash and moist crest, 
drops of when and how, indefinite 
traffic: 
between lips and lips, as if along a coast 
of sand and glass, the wind passes. 
 
That is why you are endless, welcome me as if you were 
all solemnity, all nocturnal 
like a zone, until you merge 
with the lines of time. 
                                    Advance in sweetness, 
come to my side until the digital 
leaves of the violins 
have become silent, until the moss 
takes root in the thunder, until from the throbbing 
of hand and hand the roots come down. 
 
[Pablo Neruda {1904-1973} 'Alliance (Sonata)', from The Captain’s Verses]

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