4.19.2026

dead ends he came to think would undo him without her

In one version he'd have left her soon after he met her, but she was 
teaching him ways past the quicksand and crypts, the dead ends he 
came to think would undo him without her. 
    In another it was the vein of obligation spun seemingly out of her 
bosom that held him: he roved and raged, raged and roved, but it 
still bound him to her. 
    The episode of his confession has her scouring his psyche with 
caustic correctives: she so comprehended his flaws, could so expli-
cate his weaknesses —how could he not stay with her? 
    Finale and coda: out past the monsters of conscience, through 
labyrinths of guilt and contrition, detested, envenomed, he found 
himself back in the world beyond myth; no longer merely paroled 
but—he hardly knew what to do with himself—free. 
 

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