12.29.2020

I would have given my fingertips to touch your cheekbone

There's a lot to be written in the Book of Errors. 
The elderly redactor is blind, for all practical purposes, 

He has no imagination, and field mice have gnawed away 
His source text for their nesting. I loved you first, I think, 

When you stood in the kitchen sunlight and the lazy motes 
Of summer dust while I sliced a nectarine for Moroccan salad 

And the seven league boots of your private grief. Maybe 
The syntax is a little haywire there. Left to itself, 

Wire must act like Paul Klee with a pencil. Hay 
is the Old English word for strike. You strike down 

Grass, I guess, when it is moan. Mown. The field mice 
Devastated the monastery garden. Maybe because it was summer 

And the dusks were full of marsh hawks and the nights were soft 
With owls, they couldn't leave the herbs alone: gnawing the roots 

Of rosemary, nibbling at sage and oregano and lemon thyme. 
It's too bad eglantine isn't an herb, because it's a word 

I'd like to use here. Her coloring was a hybrid 
Of rubbed amber and the little flare of down rose in the kernel 

Of an almond. It's a wonder to me that I have fingertips. 
The knife was very sharp. The scented rose-orange moons, 

Quarter moons, of fruit fell to the cutting board 
So neatly it was as if two people lived in separate cities 

And walked to their respective bakeries in the rain. Her bakery 
Smelled better than his. The sour cloud of yeast from sourdough 

Hung in the air like the odor of creation. They both bought 
Sliced loaves, they both walked home, they both tripped 

In the entry to their separate kitchens, and the spilled slices 
Made the exact same pattern on the floor. The nectarines 

Smelled like the Book of Luck. There was a little fog 
Off the bay at sundown in which the waning moon swam laps. 

The Miwoks called it the Moon of the Only Credit Card. 
I would have given my fingertips to touch your cheekbone, 

And I did. The night the old monk knocked off early. He was making it 
All up anyway, and he'd had a bit of raisin wine at vespers. 

[Robert Hass {1941- } 'A Swarm of Dawns, A Flock of Restless Noons', from Time and Materials]

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