2.01.2021

as if the life in me Were slowly remembering what it is

        
I move my hand over 
Slopes, falls, lumps of sight, 
Lashes barely able to be touched, 
Lips that give way so easily 
It's a shock to feel underneath them 
The hard smile of bones. 
 
Muffled a little, barely cloaked, 
Zygoma, maxillary, turbinate. 
 
        
I put my hand 
On the side of your face, 
You lean your head a little 
Into my hand—and so, 
I know you're a dormouse 
Taken up in winter sleep, 
A lonely, stunned weight. 
 
        
A cheekbone, 
A curved piece of brow, 
A pale eyelid 
Float in the dark, 
And now I make out 
An eye, dark, 
Wormed with far-off, unaccountable lights. 
 
        
Hardly touching, I hold 
What I can only think of 
As some deepest of memories in my arms, 
Not mine, but as if the life in me 
Were slowly remembering what it is. 
 
You lie here now in your physicalness, 
This beautiful degree of reality. 
 
        
And now the day, raft that breaks up, comes on. 
 
I think of a few bones 
Floating on a river at night, 
The starlight blowing in a place on the water, 
The river leaning like a wave towards the emptiness. 
 

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