1.27.2022

too much consolation may leave one inconsolable

Oarlocks knock in the dusk, a rowboat rises 
and settles, surges and slides. 
Under a great eucalyptus, 
a boy and girl feel around with their feet 
for those small flattish stones so perfect 
for scudding across the water. 
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A dog barks from deep in the silence. 
A woodpecker, double-knocking, 
keeps time. I have slept in so many arms. 
Consolation? Probably. But too much 
consolation may leave one inconsolable. 
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 The water before us has hardly moved 
except in the shallowest breathing places. 
For us back then, to live seemed almost to die. 
One day a darkness fell between her and me. 
When we woke, a hawthorn sprig 
stood in the water glass at our bedside.  
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There is a silence in the beginning. 
The life within us grows quiet. 
There is little fear. No matter 
how all this comes out, from now on 
it cannot not exist ever again. 
We liked talking our nights away 
in words close to the natural language, 
which most other animals can still speak. 
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The present pushes back the life of regret. 
It draws forward the life of desire. Soon memory 
will have started sticking itself all over us. 
We were fashioned from clay in a hurry, 
poor throwing may mean it didn't matter 
to the makers if their pots cracked. 
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On the mountain tonight the full moon 
faces the full sun. Now could be the moment 
when we fall apart or we become whole. 
Our time seems to be up—I think I even hear it stopping. 
Then why have we kept up the singing for so long? 
Because that's the sort of determined creature we are. 
Before us, our first task is to astonish, 
and then, harder by far, to be astonished. 
 
Listen to it here
 

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