9.17.2022

I seem to get them crazed or lacking sense in the first place

I'm much the worse for wear, it's double true. 
Too many incidents 
a man might misconstrue— 
my conduct, for a lack of innocence. 
 
I seem to get them crazed or lacking sense 
in the first place. 
Ancient, solid gents 
I sit by on the bus because they're safe, 
 
get me coming, going, with their canes, 
or what is worse, 
the spreading stains 
across the seat. I recognize at once 
 
just what they're up to, rustling in their coats. 
There was a priest, 
the calmer sort, 
his cassock flowing down from neck to feet. 
 
We got to talking, and I brushed his knee 
by accident, 
and dutifully, 
he took my hand and put it back 
 
not quite where it belonged; his judgment 
was not that exact. 
I underwent 
a kind of odd conversion from his act. 
 
They do call minds like mine one-track. 
One track is all you need 
to understand 
their loneliness, then bite the hand that feeds 
 
upon you, in a terrible blind grief. 
 
[Louise Erdrich {1954- } 'Unexpected Dangers', from Original Fire]

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