3.01.2023

hide it away somewhere out of the mind

These 
 
are the desolate, dark weeks 
when nature in its barrenness 
equals the stupidity of man. 
 
The year plunges into night 
and the heart plunges 
lower than night 
 
to an empty, windswept place 
without sun, stars or moon 
but a peculiar light as of thought 
 
that spins a dark fire—
whirling upon itself until, 
in the cold, it kindles 
 
to make a man aware of nothing 
that he knows, not loneliness 
itself—Not a ghost but 
 
would be embraced—emptiness, 
despair—(They 
whine and whistle) among 
 
the flashes and booms of war; 
houses of whose rooms 
the cold is greater than can be thought, 
 
the people gone that we loved, 
the beds lying empty, the couches 
damp, the chairs unused—
 
Hide it away somewhere 
out of the mind, let it get roots 
and grow, unrelated to jealous 
 
ears and eyes—for itself. 
In this mine they come to dig—all. 
Is this the counterfoil to sweetest 
 
music? The source of poetry that 
seeing the clock stopped, says, 
The clock has stopped 
 
that ticked yesterday so well? 
and hears the sound of lakewater 
splashing—that is now stone. 
 

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